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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Focus

Losing your focus is easy to do. All it takes is a rude comment by a coworker, a broken home appliance, a development of a bad habit, or the gradual loss of a good habit. The easy part is that it's gradual. It's imperceptible at first. Oh, it's just for today, you think to yourself. Or, for right now, while I'm dealing with this, it's okay. But then you find yourself weeks, months, or years later, and you wonder how you ended up where you are, especially considering where you started.

Sometimes you've just got to step back and and take a good look at your life and at yourself. Are you headed in a direction that you like? Is your heart developing in a way that is pleasing to your Maker and Savior?

The past month has been a difficult one for me. I've been so caught up in all the details that seem to pile up in daily life. It can be overwhelming. But I came to a point that I realized I need to take a step back, take a deep breath, and ask God for help. It's definitely been one of those "can't see the forest for the trees" kind of a month.

Maybe you need to do some soul-searching about what your purpose in life is. Maybe you need to get some wisdom from Scripture. Maybe you need to sit down with God and tell Him about your frustrations, fears, and hurts.

Here are some verses to encourage you:

"Let your eyes look straight ahead, fix your gaze directly before you. Make level paths for your feet and take only ways that are firm" (Proverbs 4:25-26).

"So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal" (2 Corinthians 4:18).

"...[F]ix your thoughts on Jesus" (Hebrews 3:1b).

"Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith..." (Hebrews 12:2a).

"And what does the LORD require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God" (Micah 6:8).

And isn't God the only one whose opinion of you truly matters? Live to please God, and everything else will fall into place.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

The Gift of Music

Last night my husband and I went to the Bass Performance Hall in Fort Worth to see Itzhak Perlman, the violinist, perform with the Fort Worth Symphony Orchestra. Little did we know what the night would hold. That evening was a gala concert held in the honor of Van Cliburn, the pianist, who happens to be a long-time resident of "Cowtown." Cliburn was presented with a key to the city as well as a citation from the governor of Texas. April 4 was declared Van Cliburn Day. Mr. Cliburn struggled to speak, overcome with emotion. He thanked Almighty God for classical music, saying he could not live without it. He shared with the audience that when he hears a good piece of music, it is as if he were feeling the breath of God. He also explained that each of us is an instrument in "the great orchestra of life," bringing our unique talents to the world. He also talked about how music is invisible, but it is real. I couldn't help but think he may have been making a reference to God as well.

Videotaped presentations of well wishes were delivered by First Lady Laura Bush, one of the gala's honorary chairpersons, Secretary of State, Condoleeza Rice, and Placido Domingo, one of the world's greatest tenors. When I was in college, Mr. Cliburn came into the bookstore at which I worked. He was very gracious as I asked for his autograph. He seems to be a very humble man, and the honor that was given him last night was certainly deserved.

After this portion of the evening, the music began. Of course, we sang the National Anthem first. I wish we did this more often as citizens. We should also say the Pledge of Allegiance. God has certainly blessed this country, as we forget that far too often.

Then, Itzhak Perlman entered, walking with the crutches that I remember him using when I watched him on Sesame Street as a little girl. I can't describe what it was like to watch Mr. Perlman play. He played the violion solo of Beethoven's Violin Concerto in D Major, Opus 61 from memory. The other orchestra members had music in front of them. Not Mr. Perlman. There were times when Mr. Perlman was not playing and the orchestra was that he slowly rocked side to side, a tender smile on his face. One could tell he must feel embraced by that piece of music. I wondered how many times he had played that piece in his life. It was an amazing experience.

For the last portion of the concert, the orchestra was accompanied by a chorus, a soprano, and a mezzo-soprano in performing selections by Verdi. Two of the four pieces had religious themes. I couldn't help but think of King David as the chorus, representing the Hebrew slaves of biblical times, sang about the River Jordan and Zion.

David must have thanked God for music. I think he also understood, as Mr. Cliburn does, that each one of us has been specially crafted by our Maker to provide the world with gifts that only we can give. Those gifts come from our core, our center, our spirit. And when that spirit is in tune with God and His desires, what music emits from us! What a beautiful world God has made. And are we not blessed to be instruments in making it even more beautiful?